I remember thinking, as I watched the rehearsing orchestra players and conductor react to the music and to each other, that a very positive atmosphere was growing among all the participants; and this clearly spread to the concert hall staff, as they assisted in helping us composers know how we should proceed when receiving the audience’s applause. We responded and tried to help each other as well . I thought this was the most favorable indicator of all. When performers (let alone participating composers!) really enjoy getting a concert ready to present, that in itself is a very great satisfaction, whatever the audience reaction may be. I made an interior decision to make the whole experience as positive for all the participants as I was able to help it to be. This had been my aim all along, but as it seemed more and more possible to achieve, I began to feel the excitement of the possibilities.
Very few times I needed to urge the conductor to make changes of interpretation. I felt it was important to make sure that aggressive gestures not be allowed to evoke images of pride or of dominance. I wanted the percussion group’s active role at the beginning to be more like weather than like a human group’s self assertion. These changes became basic themes in the performance.
After the performance of Quintet for Groups, momentarily stopping the audience’s enthusiastic applause a representative of the orchestra announced that my piece had been chosen as the best orchestra piece of the festival by the orchestra players themselves. The Orchestra Award involves taking the piece into the orchestra’s repertory, playing it in many concert venues and, finally, recording it. Even more rousing applause resumed as the audience reacted to this news. I made an effort to include the other composers in the recognition to the extent possible and was gratified at the effectiveness of this in making of us a group of friends, not a group of rivals. Subsequent reactions in Berlin as well were most favorable and full of new possibilities about which more will follow in due time.
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